What height are you? :)
4 or 5 Y in kids, about a 7 in women’s, give or take depending on the brand. I get 4Y for chucks so I get em for like $30 holla
I’m sure it isn’t ugly. But if it truly bothers you, lip primer might be the solution. The elf lip primer can be pretty good for neutralizing the color of your lips. Then you can go ahead and apply your lip color. A primer will make the color more vibrant and it will last longer as well. Keep your lips super moisturized and exfoliate your lips with a clean toothbrush (no toothpaste traces, toothpaste is very drying) to keep lips as smooth and supple as possible. Burt’s Bees Mango Butter lip balm is amazing for moisture and smoothness, as well as the replenishing Pomegranate lip balm.